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July 1st, 2004
09:27 pm - okay...
so here i am its almst 9:30 and my friends are beign dicks...i want to go to the mvies made prior arrangments and where the fuck is everyone? Dude you guys need to piss on your selves
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June 30th, 2004
07:53 pm - okay so here I am
I am back again.....still having a crappy day...everything is so friken crappy still. STILL..YES STILL EVERYTHING IS CRAPPY....I WANT TO GO WATCH A MOVIE...EWW...OKAY I WILL GO NOW..I ..SUCK
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01:26 am - whatever
Whatever is the title of my little entry here. I swear the world is fucking with me and I gotta fuck back wiht it. I should be this the girl that....everyone the girl who hates eveyone..the girl who bleeds to death the girl who breaks her own arm the girl who boyfriend beats her...the girl...the girl i am...the girl who pukes up evey ''meal''the one who isolates the one...i mena the fucken pathetic part is ive been all aorund and done that..and you know...what to answer some fuckers comment...life does suck...and yes i know that many people are dyign and all this crap as i always mention..but fuck that doesnt help at a tiem like this. I mean if there was a mother who jsut lost her baby....and you told her that..I am hopinh to god shed smake that fucken grin off your fucken face! Happy? I know I am feeling mother fucken JOLLY!
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01:14 am - shittyness
Okay so here just to let anyone know who reads this or gives a shit. I am on the brink. I will blow up on someone again. I want to say many things in here. But they aren't for certain people to see. DAMNIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. DAMNIT! I swear I have not stopped crying for like..this whole year...life is bearing down on me full force...i mean death..money problems...u name it..err. WHatever someone to talk to maybe...? Or maybe I will jsut isolate myself. EWW...LOOK AT ME IM OBESE NEED TO NOT EAT! BUH BYE
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June 26th, 2004
10:41 pm - joey
i still...miss joey...and he knows it..but it hasnt been to long...i want ...to be happy again...i miss that...i miss...it alot..but i know that life is suppsed ot be liek this..no one is ever happy..people are dying...wars are beign fought....people are breakign up..babies are being killed...ruined...humans are evolving into...apes again..and we will all cave in with it
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10:38 pm - i am not single
i am not single....i have a boyfriend..whom i care about more than anythign else in the world....anything else....
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10:33 pm - ...red...
think about..it..life is crap..i feel like crap..im beign eatin inside by my ....sunday experience...i want to cry..but the problem is i havtn stopped cryign in the last week..its sumemr and i thought that it would be good..but everytim i make him happy he hates me..more and more..and more..and more...and more..i jsut want to fold in on myself...i am dying inside..and fading away....i will be an actor..but alone...i absoulutly hate pain...yet i surrouns myself withit..*****..were right. Let go let go...jump in..now what you waiting for..there ntohing here...im gone...im gone...now what you waiting for?!
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June 22nd, 2004
02:06 am - summer
what exactly.....::today linage made me mad:: that would be funyn if my dada had a live journal that said that no wouldnt it...but my papa don't know what this here thign be..and besides the subject is summer...summer summer o lovely summer..tell me..now...why are you reading this? I am thinking that..after these entry it will all end...I think that life is fun if you let it. And I beleive in the bealtes quote ''in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make''-those men were smart..and I am thinking how can you have paul mcartney in the same world as...britaney spears? it is quite contradictory! I am going to go....happy summer!
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01:40 am - joey
I thought that since it is my first official journal entry that I woudl write about my dear love Joey~! What is there to say....hes a babe, and have you heard his voice my God his voice. He is talking to me about ...eating tacos at two in the morning. I know...that comment leaves thigns to be wondered!...whooaaa..but he's my boyfriend/ husband and I accept him. :) Hes a tall sexy man...with a big cilbaso...no body needs to know...I'm not sure I evern know what I am talkign about. I think in reality I am jsut sayign whatever it is that happen's to poppign off my dome! Now he is talkign aabout the movie mall rats....the funny and great thing is that we talk so much ..well we have since weve been goign out this long little year of ours, that our cell phones reset the hours...that great isn't it. I have so many fond memories with the boy. Like our first really smooch on a bean bag chair inside a golfball! Do you remember my little friend? I also remeber another memorie involvign that bean bag chair, in which I sat in Hibs(can you imagine some acually namign their sons that?) anyways I sat almsot..kidna on hib
s head.....and it was funny ...because he was playign camo man... what a cool guy he is. I lived in his house...cough cough..all last summer...and........he liked to play samuri with his macheti out...down below in the Laborotory...-pronouced LOB-BOR-OR-TOOORY. hAHAH WELL Iwill leave now because I am talking to an old homaphobic frienf of mine...ben ...what an ass...haha...whatever...im a beauty...joey says so..ahaha..and the beatles tell you too..ahha jk...whatever iam talkign about..i need to stop im ...rambilng....woman!
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Current Music: teh sogns joeys singing
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